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you suck. haha

liar. pathetic. desperate.

haha

Sometimes you have to allow yourself to do something stupid once in a while.
Allow some humiliation.
Risk being called pathetic.
Then realize afterwards, that you're really not worth all that shit and that you deserve better.

Hmm. So i was watching the news kanina and I heard about this 8-year old girl from Taytay who was raped and killed and was put in a sack and thrown in a creek. When the suspect was interviewed about the crime, he said something like, "Wala lang. Trip lang."

sobrang tangina.

Plus I got this from Yankee:

If you’re driving after dark on Friday and Saturday nights and you see an oncoming car with no headlights on, DO NOT FLASH YOUR LIGHTS AT THEM. This is a BLOODS gang initiation. The new gang member drives along without headlights or high beams and the 1st car to flash headlights at him becomes his TARGET. He is required to chase and stop that car then shoot and kill everyone in the vehicle to complete his initiation. This warning is from POLICE stations nationwide. Please pass to friends and family.


Shit. I'm scared of the outdoors.

***According to VP Dr. Cuyegkeng, the PGMA proclamation about this Friday, 03 August (Voters' Registration Day) translates to *NO CLASS MEETING ONLY FOR OUR FRESHMEN* to allow them to register. Students 18 years of age & below in the UPPER YEAR LEVELS should not be given a cut if they don't come to your Friday class so that they can register . Although the Sanggu has been tasked to inform before Friday the freshmen & all students covered by the proclamation, please find a way (via your yahoogroups for example) to inform your freshman classes about this.***

I regret not listening to Ms. Lingbanan during Chem Lectures kasi I can't remember anything na.
I used to hate Chem pero now I think I love it. I think it's the science that makes the most sense.
I find it so interesting na... Lalo na pag LAB.
Hassle nga lang yung making of reports.
I love CHEM :)

Well anyway, I think I'm PMS-ing again.

you make me feel funneh.

you know I'm such a fool for you. Do you have to let it linger?

well anyway... last weekend I watched this super amazing movie called CLOSER. umm starring julia roberts, clive owen, jude law and natalie portman. yeah ngayon ko lang siya napanood. This is the kind of movie that left me satisfied in the end because all the characters got what they deserve. I like clive owen's character there.
Something bad happened today.
Now I'm not that eager to drive anymore.

wala lang.
PSYCH IS OVER.

i need to go blind. i saw something really really nasty today. my eyes don't deserve that much ugliness.

If you love the OC... Or you just want to have a good laugh
Then watch this.

My current favorite!

CLICK HERE


I shall shut my mouth and practice some UNCONDITIONAL POSITIVE REGARD from now on.
This is a great way to build up on my emotional maturity.
Baba ng grades ko sa Psych... Boohoo.
We had a quiz on Florante at Laura this morning and I think I failed it.
It's kind of odd because I used to love F&L so much back in highschool.
Damn Menalipo.

... omg i really hate you.

ANYWAY. I'm really loving psych. Though I hate the tension that the teacher gives us everyday kasi nga "lawschool style" of teaching. BLAH. I am really bad at organizing my thoughts when I speak. Pero the thing I love about it is that I learn so much about myself and I understand better why people act the way they do. Like yun nga adolescents are highly idealistic na may feeling of invulnerability. At laging paranoid na feeling nila everyone's watching them and stuff. Parang may invisible eye parati na nakatitig sa mga pimples mo na hindi naman talaga. Haha. Truth is, nobody cares. Boo. Although my classmates sort of hate the teacher, I think he's a really funny guy... although mayabang siya. Plus now I understand why I thought when I was a child that our relatives in the US lived above the clouds and the plane is their car. Haha stupid. I took a depression test one time and I got a score of 40. E sabi dun na if you reached a score of 16, you might need professional help. Haha. No way. It got me worried though. HMM.

Gusto ko ng bar. Dual purpose bar. And it will be called the GRAY bar. So there would be two parts. One side will be dark, sad and gloomy with emo songs playing in the background and one would be bright and colorful and happy with music that will make you high. Haha. I think this is a reflection of a bipolar disorder. Oh no. Dagdag pa dito yung Mami Jacaledini Gay bar... yes friends game parin ako dito.

Adolescence, I agree with Steve, is a really chaotic chapter (!!!) in our lives.

chapter? chapstick. chapped lips. chapchap lady.
There's really nothing I can do about it.
I'm sorry so leave me alone.

:)

Sometimes I just get so lazy na I don't want to move my mouth for speaking. I just slur words and hope the person I'm talking to would understand. Or Im lazy to say hi na and make any conversation. I just want to sleeeeep.

anyway that's all.

I understand why you are like that. I really really really do. :)

Smile lang ako dito forever. :) Not for mockery, but a reminder na I'm not the kind of person you think I am.

I still respect you, though.

Chill lang tayo sa buhay, love.

Kanya-kanyang buhay na ito.

So please stop stressing on things na hindi naman dapat.

The problem with you is, you think EVERY DAMN THING is about you.

E hindi e. Hindi talaga.

sometimes i dont make any sense.

I have a "schizo" friend
she's freaky
im tempted to never talk to her again.

damn it you scared the hell out of me.

I've never felt so lost in my entire life.
Everyone is a stranger and nothing feels like home.
Feeling claustrophobic now.
I really need to go somewhere far.
Im taking the other lost people with me.
Maybe we'll find something there.

i can't finish my damn paper. huhu.

it seems like an impossible task. motherf.

although i should think about what I should do about my BIG BIG PROBLEM....

i was thinking of you.

it's just sad though, the way you creep into my mind, like.. ALL THE TIME.
you suck. do u know that?
i swear you do.

hey isabs, thanks for spending 30 mins with me. i missed talking to you.

and marjie. hehe. sorry for laughing at your id pic and "pretending" to flirt with your ralphie.

cause im a sicko.

BACK TO WORK.

and you... i'll always be there IF EVER you MIGHT NEED ME.
hmm.. well i know you won't.. not in a million years..
but...
if the time comes when you have no one to turn to..
i'll be there.
just ask. :)
ok?